My deep sadness/Loss of Anton Yelchin

I have loved Star Trek movies. And he played one of my favorite characters, Chekov. After we left the cinema after the first movie, i kept roleplaying Chekov and he was my background on my phone for a solid couple of months. I cant explain the level of grief i feel right now. He was so young, 27. And i am not an expert of course but he was a really good actor. Not only in Star Trek but in other movies of him that I've watched. It is truly a sad incident. I am yet not sure of how it happened but it was actually an accident i believe. I can't imagine the emotions of his co-actors. You will be remembered little man. I will always remember you as Chekov and keep saying "Chekov can do zat!" Will see you one last time in action in Star Trek Beyond. I'm going to be waiting for it more now.

Rest In Peace... Anton Yelchin..
It was too early.. We have lost too many this year, you shouldn't have been one too...

Edit:I have watched Star Trek Beyond. It was both sentimental and exciting. I recommend all people to go see it and enjoy it fully. And for those who dont know/watch Star Trek, you should. (21.08.2016 5:11 PM)

Do yourself a favor...

Sometimes things hit you out of nowhere.

As humans we are not able to control most of the things in our lives. When those points come, just embrace them and let them happen, because they also happen to build you in some way. Make things clear. So just let them show the way. Let them explain. Even though you don't understand at that moment, let them be.

They happen to be precious. Those hitting points come from the very root of one's whole being. So embrace yourself. Don't shut yourself out. You'll miss the most unique experience for you.

You'll miss the opportnity to comprehend "you".

Notes from a well-meaning mind

I don't want or expect anything from life anymore, it is how it is, i know, and there are worse things, but it doesn't make my feelings any less real. Any less painful. Any less manageable.
I give up.
I don't want anything. I wish life let me go. But it doesn't. It wouldn't.
But i give up.
I am not that strong i guess.
Sorry. I will seem fine. But i gave up.
Now,
Good night.

Once again.

She was happy for a week or two
Yet she cries once again
She goes to bed alone again
And cries her to sleep
Once again...