It is sad that sometimes we need to hide things from people. For a lot of different reasons we need to do that sometimes. But it's really bad to feel like that. Not being able to talk or write or publish or share anything freely. I'd like to talk more about certain things but there is a chance that some certain people might find out about this blog so i can't. I am never free. Even though it seems like so.

Another thing i realized these days. Something changed. I lost something but i am not sure what. And i realize that no matter how many people i am surrounded by, i am alone. Always. Even when i am with the closest people to me, friends, family. I am always alone and i can't solve that. At least i am failing till now. I am just not able to beat that. Maybe i'll let you know if i figure it out or if i stop it somehow in the future.

That's all for now. Just a little update. Take care till next time.